I haven’t written anything on here since January. That’s kind of pathetic. I hope you all are doing well.
My life has been pretty crazy the past few months. Lots of upheaval with work and in my personal life.
And my weight is pissing me off. Yet I can’t seem to come up with the energy or drive to do anything about it. But it’s reaching the point where it’s keeping me from doing things that I really want to do. Like go see Matchbox Twenty tomorrow night. I hate having to worry again about how squishy the seats are going to be. It makes me sad and puts even more stress and anxiety on myself.
But I’m still in the area of trying to figure out how to balance eating more natural and healthy with losing weight the way I need to. For several months I ate almost nothing but organic, natural foods, but I have major problems with portion control and being hungry all the time, so my weight just kept creeping up. And when you combine that with higher fat foods (instead of the processed low fat, low calorie, etc. crap I was eating on my Weight Watchers journey before) that’s a recipe for disaster in the weight department. And I’m sorry, but I just can’t survive on a diet of veggies alone. However, after going so long with eating the more natural foods, I have a really hard time seeing the ingredients in the things I used to eat and still purchasing them. Just can’t do it.
So I’ve put blinders on and have been eating out a lot where I can’t see the ingredients and have been living in la-la land. Haha But I really need to start making an effort again and start cooking more often.
In my personal life, I’m not seeing the guy that I was seeing when I wrote on here last. He’s an amazing guy and was very good to me, but things just didn’t work out for us. I’m very glad that we’re still friends, though. I am seeing someone else now, though, and have been for about the last two months. He’s a great guy and we have a lot in common. Even went to the same elementary school and high school though he’s several years older than I am. We’ve been spending a lot of time together and I’m going to get to meet his daughter and his parents this weekend.
It seems I’m going to see a live production of Rocky Horror tomorrow night. That should be interesting. And my mom is currently in the hospital after having knee replacement surgery on Tuesday. This is her second time as she had the other knee done a few years ago. She seems to be doing well, though, and should hopefully get to come home tomorrow.
Well, that’s it for me. Take care.